Monday, January 19, 2009

Drugs

The process is only to understand the conciousness. To me, that is all I want. Truthfully, I have no desire to try cocaine, heroine, or any other alcoholic drug. I want to explore myself since it is the most important object in the human life; the life you own itself. I want to explore my brain and conciousness; the imagination and creativity that my brain can explore. LSD and shrooms are my next adventure into the fact that they are not habit forming since all they do is give the user a new perception to life. Cocaine and other illicit drugs make your emotions mold into what a human being wants; numbness to pain and endless ignorant happiness throughout the body. With shrooms and LSD the human mind is free to explore all the senses, all that can make the mind itself. All these drugs do, is rearrange chemicals in the human brain that are already there. In response these drugs have to go somewhere once they are in the human body, thus causing the LSD or shrooms to store in your body after they trigger these chemicals. If you could control your brain you could naturally exhibit these interesting and knowledgeable side effects. And with that if you can understand your mind, you understand your whole self. What freaks me out is that what is in us we do not fully understand, since what we have we should completly understand because it is us. I do not know myself. The person I can truly be is all in my brain, and since the human being only uses 10% of our brain we do not obtain our full ability. We waste our brain, and thus with shrooms and lsd we explore a glimpse of what we can truly become. Of what our brain is hiding. Anything is possible.

Tolerance

When chronically smoking marijuana, the user's ability to get that same "high" as he/she used to obtain when first exposed to the plant, is more difficult to experience. Is it that you are unable to expierience that same high or is it that you still get that same high but you have just learned how to act in it. You have learned the high so well that you unnoticably work the high into a sober state. Or is what explained the defintion of tolerance?

Other insights

If a person wrote a suicide note and kept it with them at all times, would whatever death they come across (even if it wasn't intentional) be considered suicide?